I will not beleive by XxdevilzxlittlexangelsxX

My hearts aching 

with agony and sadness

your word of death scare me and I tell you

that everything is going to be fine; you'll be fine

I speak confidence in these words 

even though I don't feel it

I don't cry for I know I must be the strong one

I must not show the fear and sadness

I have to be solid

when I think of you and your words about your living will

I let a few drops escape my eyes and then quickly scrub them away

you speak of dieing

even if it may be true

I will keep praying and pretending to be strong

because I will not believe you are dieing

I will not believe it is true